I had another dream about mom again. Those dreams don't bother me. I like them... I get to see her again when I dream of her. I don't like, however, that towards the end of the dream she's always shown as something that resembles death. I know it's my mind missing her since she passed away. Saying, "hey... she's gone." i know that. -_- But I get to see her walking around & being with me. It's nice. Today, however, the dream really bothered me. It was the first dream where we didn't talk. We communicated, but she didn't speak. It was like I KNEW what she was "saying". But she never spoke. After I woke up I was so sad for hours. Cried a lot. I was so sad b/c I just realized I don't really remember mom's voice. I remember her saying one sentence. That's it. When I'd call up to her job to talk to her, she'd answer the phone, "Emergency, Brenda speaking." I can hear her clear as day saying that. But that's it. That's all I remember of her voice. It makes me so sad. I miss her so much.