Thursday, May 26, 2011


you know, i hope after i get up to ohio....  that stress is a lot less, that we get along & stop all this bullshit.  i'd like to be happy.  i don't want to be in a relationship where i'm unhappy & pissed off 50%+ of the time.  i find myself wanting out of this relationship about half of the time b/c of it.  & that's sad.


We've had good, happy days up until now.   today was a good day actually until about 15 minutes ago.  X annoyed me today.  his vice has caused the problem...  or the cost of it i should say.  -_-  we are paycheck to paycheck right now & he goes & blows $105.

these are the times i wonder how long i'm going to stay with him.