he drank the rest of his whiskey. he became an ass again. i hate it. he said, "you will always have your sobriety, & i will always have a buzz of some kind." i don't like him at all when he's like this. at all. i'm trying to remember we're both under a lot of stress. to just wait things out until we move & can live together w/o all this bullshit we have going on here.